“You Always Live In My Heart”
( #YALIMH )
Made by @Rismafebst
#YouAlwaysLiveInMyHeart
Made by @Rismafebst
Part 34 *\(^0^)/*
“Last Kiss”
*Jangan berpikir macam-macam karena tema part kali ini-_- Jujur, writer lupa mood untuk buat part-part unyu-_- tapi di part ini rada-rada *BRB mati* lah #Imagine aja pas flashbacknya, just enjoy~ Btw, always teddy bear and sunrise~ Tapi part ini panjang kokJ Akan membayar kekangenan kalian semua~ So, Happy Reading guysJ*
Soundtrack of the part is---> ‘Last Kiss’ by Taylor Swift *wanjir lagunya dewa banget._.*
(N.P. Last Kiss by Taylor Swift –langsung dengerin selama part ini aja yah;)-)
*ALICE’S POV*
Kaki gue lemes. Perlahan-lahan tubuh gue merosot. Ke dalam lubang. Rasanya Gelap. Sepi. Hampa. Gue gak bisa menahan air mata yang sudah mengantri untuk keluar melewati pelupuk mata gue.
I’m… C-R-Y-I-N-G, on the floor, wearing his clothes, listening to his song, in the corner in my own room, next to the wall, alone…
And… the memories coming with a flashback again.
#Flashback: In the garden~
“Good morning babe” Panggil greyson. Pagi hari yang cerah di autumn ini, gue sama greyson ingin melihat sunrise dari tebing yang langsung menghadap laut di taman.
“Good morning” Kata gue yang bergeser sedikit, memberikan tempat untuk greyson duduk.
“I’ve bring blanket for ya. The weather is really cold honey.” Kata greyson yang memberikan sebuah selimut yang… TEDDY BEAR LAGI??
“Haha, thanks. GreyGrey-” Balas gue yang menyenderkan kepala gue di bahu greyson dan menyelimuti kita berdua dengan ‘selimut teddy bear’.
“Wait, are you want some coffee?” Potong greyson.
“Sure” Kata gue yang menarik kepala gue dari bahu greyson dan menatap mata coklatnya.
“What? Cappucinno? Original? Or what?” tanyanya seraya berdiri.
“Cappuninno its good;)” Jawab gue yang menyenderkan tubuh gue di bangku taman yang daritadi kami duduki.
“Okay, be right back my princessJ” Kata greyson yang pergi meninggalkan gue.
Hmmm, perasaan tenang, nyaman menyelimuti pikiran gue. Greyson… lelaki itu asdfghjklqwertyuiopzxcvbnm *error while typing* -greyson never can be discribe with word- (haha).
“This ur coffee” Kata greyson yang kembali duduk disamping gue dan menyodorkan secangkir coffee panas ke gue.
“haha, thanks.” Balas gue. Tunggu, gue sadar. “Hey, where’s your coffee?” Tanya gue, bingung.
“In your hands” Kata greyson. Loh? Maksudnya secangkir berdua?
“Its mine” protes gue.
“I know. All of yours is mine too~ Because all of mine is yours honey” Flirt greyson. Aduh, kenapa tau-tau nyambung-nyambung maen gombalan gini sih-_- pasti muka gue jadi semerah tomat, like usual.
“Love your blush” Bisik greyson di telinga gue. Oke, kita berdua emang udah pacaran, tapikan? Kalo diginiin gue ga tahan. Pipi gue makin merah dan merah lagi.
“Stop flirting Greyson Michael” Kata gue.
“No, I won’t” Kata greyson yang tiba-tiba mengalungkan tangannya di pundak gue.
“You’re so mean” Kata gue, setengah bercanda.
“No, I’m not. I’ve do it because I just want the whole world know the girl who holding the cup of cappucinno and waiting for sunrise in the garden now is MINE” balas greyson. Greys-________- bener-bener bikin gue heartbreak mulu deh.
“And you know what? Why I love to see sunrise?” Tanya greyson lagi.
“Because its beautiful?” Tebak gue.
“Wrong answer! Because I can watch it with someone I loved so badly in here~” jawab greyson.
“You’re the most flirty boy I’ve ever met.” Balas gue. “hey, can you hear something?” Tanya gue.
“I just hear the angel’s voice from heaven asking me a question” Jawabnya. Kok greyson mulutnya manis banget yah? Otaknya encer banget kalo maen gini-ginian.
“No, seriously can you hear something? Like a melody?” Tanya gue.
“No, I can’t babe. Why you asking me that?” Tanya dia balik.
“Because my heartbreak and sings a melody to a cute boy whos sitting next to me now~” Balas gue. Dan muka greyson seketika memerah. Got you! “Love your blush” Bisik gue di telinga greyson. Dan muka greyson memerah lagi.
“Oh my…” Kata greyson yang menutupi mukanya. Haha.
“And hey-” Kata gue yang mencoba men-‘flirt’ greyson lagi, tapi terpotong karena…
Tiba-tiba greyson meletakkan dua tangannya di kedua pipi gue. Mengelusnya. Sentuhan yang lembut. Oke, gue terbuai! “Stop flirting me, you know what happens next if you still do that” Ucap greyson. Menaikan alisnya sebelah, oh god sisi nakal greyson keluar! (pas lagi nulis terus ke-#Imagine bagian ini, jadinya ngebayangin greyson dengan ekspresi kayak gitu, asdfghjkl *BRB mati*)
Gue menahan napas sebentar. Gile, entu pertama kalinya gue ngeliat greyson menaikan sebelah alisnya dengan campuran gaya nakal, misterius, cool, swag. “My heart stop for a second when you did that” Kata gue jujur yang memegang salah satu tangan greyson yang ada di pipi gue.
“You’re to honest baby. But I loved it;)” Kata greyson yang tersenyum lembut ke gue. Bukan melalui bibir, tapi greyson tersenyum melalui tatapan matanya yang teduh, comfortable. Setelah itu greyson melepas tangannya yang sedari tadi berada di pipi gue. Jujur, ada sedikit kekecewaan saat greyson melepasnya.
Gue dan greyson kembali menghadap ke atmosfer pagi hari. Memandangi hamparan keindahan didepan mata. Situasi di antara gue dan greyson menjadi awkward-_-
Tiba-tiba gue inget ada pertanyaan yang belum gue tanyain sama greyson. Gue menatap wajah greyson lama, tapi greyson tetep ga menyadarinya. “Hey” Panggil gue yang membuat tatapan kami beradu.
“Hmm?” Tanya greyson yang kini telah fokus menatap gue.
“I wonder why this blanket same as your pajamas” Kata gue menahan ketawa.
“Oh my god?!” Gumam greyson panik. Tapi gue menikmati rasa panik greyson didepan gue.
“You the biggest fan of TEDDY BEAR, right?” Kata gue yang sengaja memberikan penekanan pada kata ‘Teddy Bear’.
“No, I’m not!” Sergah greyson.
“I have the proff.” Kata gue tersenyum licik. “First, pajamas” Lanjut gue yang tidak tahan untuk tidak tersenyum. “And now, blanket” Lanjut gue. Gue berhasil wajah greyson semakin memerah dan memerah. “Anything else, greyson michael chance?” Tanya gue usil.
“Stop that or-” Ancaman greyson yang terpotong dengan ucapan gue selanjutnya.
“GREYSON MICHAEL CHANCE IS THE BIGGEST FAN OF TED-” Kata-kata gue terpotong dengan sebuah benda yang basah dan lembut di bibir gue. (God?! *BRB mati*)
Gue terdiam sesaat. Kaget dengan apa yang terjadi. Tapi bibir greyson masih tetap berada di bibir gue. Melumatnya lembut.
Perlahan gue membalas reaksi spontan greyson itu. Rasanya masih sama dengan saat terakhir kali. Saat itu juga terlihat cahaya dari ufuk timur. WOW, ciuman ini tepat sekali pada saat sunrise. (Emakk, kenapa tau-tau muncul ide kayak gini? Kan bikin meleleh aja-_-)
Gue bisa merasakan aroma dan rasa cappucinno yang baru greyson minum itu. Itu menimbulkan rasa hangat. Entah kenapa.
Sekarang greyson telah mendekap gue didalam pelukannya. Gue membalasnya dengan mengalungkan tangan gue di sekeliling lehernya. Gue merasakan greyson tersenyum diantara ciuman spontan itu. Dasar tukang bikin gue *BRB mati*.
Tangan greyson kembali mengelus pipi gue… mesra. Dan Greyson mengakhiri ciuman spontan itu. “Now, you shut up” Kata greyson akhirnya. Ya ampun, untuk nyuruh gue diem ga perlu pake nyium segalakan? Anak satu ini memang unik banget yah.
“You’re so creative” Kata gue akhirnya. Masih dalam pelukan greyson dan selimut yang mengelilingi kita. Dan masih dengan tangan gue yang daritadi tidak berpindah tempat.
“I know! Alice Diamond always love Greyson Michael surprise~” Kata greyson sambil menaikan sebelah alisnya lagi. COOL! SWAG! Oh god, kenapa mesti ekspresi itu?! Lama-lama gue makin cekat-cekot nih.
Gue terkekeh geli untuk menutupi jantung gue yang sedang mengadakan konser rock di dalam tubuh gue.
#End of flashback
Ciuman sepontan itu menjadi Last Kiss gue dan greyson. Senyuman ini lama-lama terhapus saat menyadari kenyataan.
Masa-masa manis itu telah terlewati. Tidak akan pernah terulang. Sampai kapanpun itu hanya akan menjadi flashback kehidupan gue yang manis tapi begitu perih untuk diingat. Sekarang, udah ga ada lagi Lice-GreyGrey.
Alice wake up! Kamu ga boleh hidup dengan mimpi! Kamu ga boleh hidup dihantui dengan flashback-flashback kamu yang terlalu manis untuk di ingat! Kamu dan Greyson itu sekarang beda! Life must go on, Alice! This is the real life! Pahit!
Sebulir air mata gue keluar melalui pelupuk mata gue. Cukup sebulir tapi mewakili seluruh perasaan gue yang ancur banget sekarang.
I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away
I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind
So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last...
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away
I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms
But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did
Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions
And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are
And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind
So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips
Just like our last...
NP.S. yang warna biru muda itu bagian lagu yang cocok banget sama story ini, serius deh~
(((Jujur, writer suka banget sama lagu ini. Bikin gimana gitu)
That’s all part 34J
Gimana? Udah ngatasin kekangenan kalian dengan unyu scene belom?
Haha, unyu scene disekitar scene sedih-_- writer emang sedeng banget yah._.
Thanks for readingJ
Give me a feedback for this romace stuff please? I need it so badly.
Sincerely,
-Risma (the KECEst person in this world~)
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