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As long as I know. There is two different story in our life. One is dream, and other is reality.

Dream. Everyone have, I mean, everyone must have a dream. It's like the goal of our life. What we are fighting for. What we are dying for. But sometimes, a dream can be hard and hurt. It's depend on reality.

Reality. This is what people scare about. The truth. What we are living now. But you know what? Reality can be better than our dream as long as we are never give up on it. So yeah, it's depend on are we believe in our dream or not.

But in here, I'm gonna show you that we can have both of them. Yeah, you probably right. This is why this page called 'a place for dream and reality'.

How? You may ask?

I'll answer you with 'do you know how much word have a power of you? how a single story can change you?'

So, I, Risma as this blog's owner, will write you that story.

And I will be grateful if you read this. Thank you to waste your time reading my story. I really appreciate it.

Friday, January 27, 2012

You Always Live In My Heart -part 33

“You Always Live In My Heart”
( #YALIMH )
Made by @Rismafebst

#YouAlwaysLiveInMyHeart
Made by @Rismafebst

Part 33
“I can’t go home”

*Sebelumnya writer minta maaf, akhir-akhir ini storynya banyak flashbacknya kan Alicenya lagi galau._. Dan, ga ada manusia di dunia ini yang hidup tanpa dihantui masa lalu, manis maupun pahit. But, Happy Reading GuysJ*



Soundtrack of the part is---> ‘Home Is In Your Eyes’ by the most swagboy in this whole world’

Alhasil, jadilah baju greyson ketinggalan disini.
Gue terdiam. Di baju itu masih melekat erat bau familiar. Bau seseorang yang amat sangat gue rinduin sekarang. Lucu juga yah, gue udah kangen banget-bangetan sama greyson padahal terakhir kita ketemu itu baru tadi malem saat… ya kalian taulah.

          Gue memutuskan untuk memakai itu. Ternyata, kaos itu pas banget di tubuh gue. Pas banget. Tapi hal itu makin membuat gue semakin sedih.
          Gue balik lagi kearah kamar. Meraih Ipod gue dan memasang earphone di telinga gue. Inilah mood booster gue selain greyson. Cuma mereka berdua sesuatu yang berbeda. Kalo greyson benda hidup yang amat sangat berarti kalo ini benda mati yang gue pake disaat greyson ga ada di samping gue (parah banget dai si alice, kan kasihan ipodnya ckckck *pikiran orang sedeng*).
          Gue mencari posisi pewe untuk mendengarkan musik, yang sopasti itu di adalah pojokan kamar. Dengan badan berdiri bersender ke tembok. Gue menyalakan playlist gue. Lagu greyson.
          Sayup-sayup terdengar lentingan lagu ‘Home Is In Your Eyes’

          DEG!

          Berkelebat sebuah flashback.

#flashback: At music room

          “Hey, do you wanna know why I always said that you like a monster when you crying?” Tanya greyson disela-sela acara belajar piano kita.
          “Yes, why? I hate when you said that” Jawab gue sedikit marah.
          “Because I love you” Kata greyson. Yakali-_-
          “If you love me, why you said I was like a monster?” Tanya gue protes.
          “Because if you crying I never can’t go home home savely, do you know why?” Tanya Greyson balik.
          “Oh I know!” Jawab gue dengan nada tinggi.
          “What?” Tanya greyson tenang.
          “Because I like a monster” Jawab gue tersinggung.
          “Of course not baby, you the prettiest girl I’ve ever know” Kata greyson yang tiba-tiba mencet hidung gue-_-.
          “So, why?” Tanya gue.
         
(N.P. Home Is In Your Eyes by Writer’s boyF *kaboorr*)

“Because Home Is In Your Eyes” Jawab Greyson. Gue menganga. Greyson mulai menarikan jari-jarinya di tuts-tuts hitam-putih didepannya.
My heart beats a little bit slower. These nights are a little bit colder. Now that you're gone.” Suara greyson menggelegar.
“My skies seem a little bit darker. Sweet dreams come a little bit harder. I hate when you're gone.” Tangan greyson memeluk gue sambil tetap menekan tuts-tuts piano.
“Everyday time is passing. Growing tired of all this travelling. Take me away to where you are.” Suara dentingannya menyusun melodi yang sempurna.
“I wanna be holding your hand. In the sand by the the tire swing. Where we use to be. Baby you and me” Greyson tersenyum manis kepada gue. God…
“I travel a thousand miles. Just so I can see you smile. Feels so far away when you cry. 'Cause home is in your eyes” God, I love this part.
“Your heart beats a little bit faster. There's tears where there use to be laughter. Now that I'm gone. You talk just a little bit softer. Things take a little bit longer. You hate that I'm gone.” Greyson tetap terus mengalunkan nada-nada yang indah.
“Everyday time is passing. Growing tired of all this travelling. Take me away to where you are.” Lantunannya membentuk sebuah simfoni.
“I wanna be holding your hand. In the sand by the the tire swing. Where we use to be. Baby you and me. I travel a thousand miles. Just so I can see you smile. Feels so far away when you cry. 'Cause home is in your eyes” Greyson mengecup kening gue lembut. Dan gue melingkarkan tangan gue, memeluk greyson.
“If I could write another ending. This wouldn't even be our song. I'd find a way where we would never ever be apart. Right from the start” Jujur sekarang, gue merasa aman.
“I wanna be holding your hand. In the sand by the the tire swing. Where we use to be. Baby you and me. I travel a thousand miles. Just so I can see you smile. Feels so far away when you cry. 'Cause home is in your eyes” God gue mau nangis.
“I wanna be holding your hand. In the sand by the the tire swing. Where we use to be. Baby you and me. I travel a thousand miles. Just so I can see you smile. Feels so far away when you cry. 'Cause home is in Alice’s eyes” Beberapa butir air mata gue keluar melewati sudut mata gue.
“Don’t cry honey, ‘I can’t go home’ then.” Kata greyson sambil membalas memeluk gue.
Gue merasakan greyson mencium sudut mata gue disaat memeluk gue. “Is that nasty?” Tanya gue.
“What?” tanya greyson balik.
“You kissed my tears?” Jelas gue. Gue mencoba melihat reaksi greyson. Dia tertawa renyah.
“Oh, hahaha. Your tears is the sweetest tears in this world. But I hate to see that.” Jawab greyson. Gue membalasnya dengan tertawa. Orang ini ada-ada saja.

#End of flashback

          Kaki gue lemes. Perlahan-lahan tubuh gue merosot. Ke dalam lubang. Rasanya Gelap. Sepi. Hampa.

          *GREYSON’S POV*

          “Baby boy, you can go home now!” Teriak lauren lebay. Tapi mau ngga mau gue ikutan bahagia. Ya iyalah! Itu berarti gue akan segera ketemu dengan ALICE?! YUHUUU~
          Tapi tiba-tiba mom masuk, “In one condition, you can’t meet alice” Katanya.
          What? Ga adil! Eh, tapikan gue bisa ketemu Alice diem-diem. Yakali, mom bakal merhatiin gue ketat-ketat.
          “Agree” Kata gue.
         
“Hmmmm” Gumam gue setelah sampai di rumah gue di LA. Bahagianya telah menghirup udara bebas. Gue langsung berlari ke halaman belakang.
          Di tempat ini, tempat gue ngedate bareng Alice. Ah, gadis itu selalu membuat gue kangen tau ngga. Sekilas flashback terpintas…

#flashback

“What will you do with that handkerchief?” Tanya Alice bingung.
          “To close your eyes.” Jawab gue. Lalu Gue berdiri dibelakang Alice. Dan nutup mata dia. Tapi pas gue nutup mata dia, Gue curi-curi meluk gue Alice haha. Abis gue gemes banget ama dia.
          Gue nuntun Alice duduk, dan didepan nya sudah ada sebuah meja untuk candle light dinner. Lalu Gue membuka sapu tangannya.
          Reaksi Alice? asli cengo dan cicep (ada bedanya gak sih?) tingkat dewa dewi! “Greys?” Tanya dia pada saat gue mau pergi ngambil sesuatu di dapur.
          “Yeah My Lice?” Balas Gue yang gak jadi mengambil sesuatu di dapur. Gue nyamperin Alice dan berlutut disampingnya.
          Alice berputar ke hadapan gue dan menatap gue tepat dimata. “Its not a disaster date.” Katanya
          “I knowJ” Jawab Gue. Lalu Gue berdiri dan ngecup kening Alice. Dan Guepun gak tahan untuk ngga mengelus rambut. “be right Back, my princessJ” Lanjut gue dan kembali pergi ke dapur.

#End of flashback

          Aduh, gue ga sabar untuk ketemu Alice. I promise, we will meeting each together soon. And we will getting back againJ Just waiting for me, my Lice.



That’s all part 33
Agak garing dan bahasanya gatau kenapa jadi agak berat yah?
Haha, sorry for thatL it’s too bad and short too.
Thanks for readingJ
Give me a feedback;)
          Sincerely,
          -Risma (adek tersayangnya alm.Macy~)


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